Life At Point Blank

I just realized it is not about the search for constant breakthroughs..

It is the search for a comfortable place that i belong..

A place where i know my presence matter and will never be threatened to exile..

Where learning is encouraged as much as contributions is welcomed and appreciated..

It is sad to see change and how change planted the seeds of fear in people..

You'll be surprised how the gift of reading emotions and feelings can cause so much turmoil in a person..

You can practically feel like crying out of nowhere and do not know why..

It is just a feeling gathered from all the unknown sensories..

And you needed your analytical mind to start dissecting your emotions into finer parts of roots and implications..

I feel sad that it is a part of life that we have to go through judgments and subjective assessments and interviews to find a place we can comfortably and perhaps proudly call home..

Perhaps the very reason why people say work can never be a real passion..

Can i ever fall in love with a real job? A real person? A real cause?

Or will i continue to dream?

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