Saturday, April 25, 2009

Time Stopped.




for a second everything stopped.

i can literally hear the beat of my heart..

a complete silence.

and i dropped the shirt in my hands..

stopped.

no i'm not dead.

i'm perfectly healthy.

the thing is..

there's no more laughter springing around..

everybody left..

but i can still hear the laughter..

the moments..

the attentions..

the noises..

just like the ring of your incoming messages everytime you misses another..

ironically the imagination of the ring of your disturbing alarm you hated the most..

just so you wanted to know there's something waiting for you to do..

and so the clock went back to my primary school years..

i remember that day vividly..

the school boy woke up late because he was having a long school break..

from a sleepy mood he woke up disturbed as he found no one at home..

complete silence..

mummy.. daddy.. brothers.. friends..

he was afraid..

afraid of being alone..

no matter how hard he tried to convince himself he could be on his own..

picturing the noises..

picturing the parties..

picturing the games..

he came back to reality..

and so he started walking..

the same roads..

the same paths..

the same row of shops..

the same bottle..

the same old shadow..

at the counter..

with the ticket..

comfortably seated..

and here is the new blog..

shh..

he wishes to say no more..

good bye my friends.

best wishes.

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