Random Thoughts

the very truth of indispensability..

he found a threatening truth to his presence..

"everybody is dispensable and replaceable in every organization.."

to be reassured that it is the very truth and fact of living..

readjusting his values, expectations and desires in life..

system failure..

somehow it doesn't fit into any propositions he once believed..

it didn't make much sense to insist on his values now..

if humans are dispensable..

if everyone is just another thing or object..

what matters?

nothing..

just do what you want and live freely and don't care about the damn consequences!

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what defines his determination?

what gives him courage and motivation?

what makes him doubt?

what does living means to him?

what does being responsible and reliable means?

afterall we all are dispensable.

and he should not expect to be indispensable to any..

why would he have to meet anyone's expectations then?

dispense him if you want to!

he kept drilling into the wells..

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maybe it's all about living in the moment and making the most of what he believes and feels passionate or excited about that matters then.

who cares if you are not as excited?

get off his way and he shall attract those who shares the same passion as the Newton's Law of Attraction prescribes.

in doubt of where he belongs..

in doubt of what gives him real satisfaction..

he just wants to be wanted and needed and appreciated for being the real thing..

are you happy knowing him? can he make you happy? does he mean anything to you?

he wants something that keeps him going feeling good about doing what he does.. and forget about the rest that he can't satisfy their expectations just trying to be his other self.

he is happy, he is sad, he is passionate, he is lost, he is out going, he is introvert, he wants attention, he wants to be left alone, he is confident, he needs assurances, he feels inferior, he feels good.. and the list goes on.. why can't he just be one and only one?

are they all the same one him?

lost. hope to be found and hand-held walking down the roads of life together forever so he won't feel lost and lonely again having his doubts and fears of dispensability..