to what end?
every action seems to be self-defeating..
digging yourself deeper and deeper into an endless hole..
"stupidity, selfishness and good health are the 3 prerequisites of happiness, though if stupidity is lacking the others are useless." - Gustave Flaubert.
then what is education for?
everything seems to be leading to nothing..
and nothing leads to everything..
i want to be a part of something and play in the mud like crazy people and don't care about what happens later..
constantly showered with what's next?
and all other things that really do not matter..
can you name me one place where i can start all over again and just learn how to love again?
to love life, to love people, to love everything i see and just hug a body to cry when it doesn't work the way it should?
defeated.
i just want to make people happy but i always feel outta place and outta time..
and i don't know how to get rid of that self-defeating senses..
don't tell me just be positive and get rid of the big bad wolf who shit talks to me.
cause the big bad wolf has already taken my body and mind..
that you might have to kill me to kill it.
i need a place where everybody giggles and gives big warm hugs..
=(
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