Strengths? Talents? Calling? Purpose? Neccessity?

Talent is overrated.

Discipline is the key in today's fast paced world.

Strengths being the consistent near perfect performance in an activity demands discipline in carrying out the same repeating patterns everyday with success and happiness.

Calling being the the thing that fits your life purpose.

Purpose being the mental connections you build to fit yourself into the big picture of your life.

Necessity being the undeniable fact that you need to work to earn the money to survive.

Seriously, how many people can find the perfect job?

It does not exist depending on how you define a perfect job.

I was told I just have to find pleasure in the job i have taken and make the best out of it.

And soon my funds will deplete.

Happy?

I just want to feel useful doing something I'm really good at doing and feel good about myself without having to hide the real feelings.

Not easy.

Mentor?

You know, I always fear what happens if down the roads my options grew lesser and lesser and my dreams shrink into the size of reality..

Imagination restricted..

Impostor syndrome..

Random..

Disconnected..

Power off.