Saturday, May 28, 2011

Big Bad Wolf



He sits inside you..

Trying to dominate every thought in your mind..

Make you feel like the worst breed..

Tell you how useless you are..

Make you feel wrong about almost all judgments..

Over time it shuts you from all other possible links..

Except the passive ones..

You lost confidence..

Lost ground..

You just wana get away..

Far far away from everything..

And hide yourself from all man who claims to know more..

You refuse to listen..

There's just endless commands and instructions to do otherwise..

I wonder if you really are the big bad wolf..

Or are you the angel in disguise?

All i know is i'm split into inaction now..

Incapable of seizing any opportunity given to me..

Mr big bad wolf, can you please let me go?

Give me confidence that i can do something well and my life would be well in the future as well?

Please don't make me feel guilty for nothing..

Worry for nothing..

Sad for nothing..

And denied or rejected..

For who i am..

Can we be friends and hold hands down the steep path in life?

I am scared when i'm alone, sad to say but i still rather have you stand next to me even if you're the big bad wolf..

At least you never leave me..

You were always there, were you not?

When i need someone to talk to..

To feel..

To love..

Hmm..

I really really really don't know where i'll end up sometimes..

All i need is for you to tell me, just go for it whatever your heart feels.

When you fail or feel bad, i'm here for you.

I promise.

Aww...

Big warm hugz mr big bad wolf.. Muacks~~ >.<