Thursday, June 12, 2008

Mr Security Officer

ever wondered underneath the tough outlook of security officers, what is hiding in their hearts and feelings?

ever thought of an unconventional approach to seeing their lives?

ever considered how insecure the security officers could be feeling?

imagine yourself being one of them..

if you even noticed how it feels like to be in the dark..

under the creepiness of total silence..

the expectations of unshakable toughness..

the resolution to impose strict conformance to rules..

the courage to face the notoriously least fearful ones..

the expectations to provide security to others and make believe security is enforced..

the fear for the unspokens..

the fear and insecurity of losing the final rice bowl..

the fear and insecurity of not meeting the different clients' and bosses' expectations and thus losing a secured job.. life..

the loneliness of having to walk down the creepily dark aisle without expecting a partner in company..

the fear of losing a new partner/ friend who actually understood the insecurity you hid underneath your bold security uniforms..

the fear of losing support for his family and loved ones..

the insecurity of even living a solo life.. thanks to the nature of the job..

often the security officers are rotated to a completely different new environment to provide security and service in order to prevent them from manipulating the loopholes found in places they are expected to provide security to.

a security officer's life? 1 that lacks life.. a compassion for love, companionship, security, feelings, and appreciation of life itself..

sometimes i just feel so happy seeing some happy security officers. and if ever i see one with a stern face, i'll just smile and nod. without you mr security officer, perhaps i won't be able to enjoy my experience in places without fear of insecurity.. i hope i can provide a sense of care and security back to you, so you appreciate your job and life better.. my gratitude and salute for your impeccable courage.

ps: if you even understand the fact that every single human or living creature has fear and insecurity of its own.. it might be locking it within its ultimate inner prison in order to prevent it from revealing itself.. nobody is fearless. you just didn't know what it is he or she feared so much of..

my visions my ideals

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