Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Who Am I













Laying low..

Clock’s ticking..

Gulping for air..

Consider reformatting my brain..

Overloading..

Contradictions..

Over-analysis..

Thinking for others..

What about for me?

Sharing?

Who genuinely recognizes me?

Who’s manipulating me?

Counting the value, the worth..

Rationalizing..

Who am I?

Boastful teenage individuals..

Association..

Networking..

Genuine friendship..

Happiness vs. material satisfaction..

Virtual reality vs. reality checks..

Short-circuitry.

Who am I?

Parents, family, people I associate with?

What defines me?

My belief?

My self-belief?

Peoples’ endorsements and recognitions?

True supporters?

Critics?

Politics?

Life?

Inspirations..

Emotions..

Feelings..

Leadership..

Self-image..

Visions..

Delusions of grandeur..

Dreams..

Creativity sources, the 3 sources..

Nature, nurture, nightmares..

Talents..

Where’s the nurturing part?

Who am I?

What am I?

Where am I?

When do I..

What will I?

How many of “I”s?

How could I?

What was I?

21 years old..

Nearly coming to an end..

Does anything matter?

Did anything matter?

Will anything matter?

Did I matter?

Do I matter?

Will I matter?

Who am I?

Delusions of grandeur..

Illusions of possibilities..

Visions of tomorrows..

Dreams of the unspoken..

Premonitions vs. opportunistic visions..

Who am I?

May 6th babies..

Dream realizors?

Inspirationist?

The questions..

The mysteries..

The environmental factors..

The circulating ideas and philosophies..

The impacts..

The experiences..

The network of beliefs..

Human contact..

Open-minds..

Matrices of philosophies..

The contact point.

The contact area..

Priority of agendas..

The making of decisions..

The roads not taken..

Definition of “I”?

Of eyes..

Who am I?

Judgments..

Prejudgments..

Discriminations..

Self-image..

Confidence..

Energy level..

Trusts..

Wisdom..

Knowledge..

Background..

Defining changes..

Creations..

The past, the present, and the future..

The effects and truth of myopia..

Who am I?

Me, you, he, she, it, we, they, the unspoken, the unseen..

What are you thinking?

What am I thinking?

What are they thinking?

What is it thinking?

Should I even think?

Should I have rationalized and analyzed?

Who do you think you are?

What are you projecting of yourself?

Who am I to you?

I believe..

I don’t believe..

Why do and don’t I?

I chose to lay low..

Or I simply fail to rise up?

Who am I?

-my world-my art-my visions-my network-my life-my mystery-my birth-my future-my perceptions-

What is perceived of me?

I am Christopher Shee Kay Shen, the May 6th creature.

I wished upon the sky, not for celebration, but recognition and believe. I wish to go through the 1st day of my 22nd year alone. Inspire me.

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